Chitter and Chatter// Personal Update
I realise I've literally done next to nothing for my blog this month. I left you guys a list at the end of my first Manifesting Monday post of what I was planning to broadcast onto my blog by the end of this month. I was even just about to film my first vlog and realized my tripod is on it's last legs so that wasn't very helpful at all. So I apologise sincerely!
However, I kind of am keeping to this promise and giving you guys a personal overview and chatty post about stuff that has happened over the month, because it's been pretty hectic and odd. There's been a lot of emotional issues which I am finally gaining control of again.
More recently I have been watching and reading blogs and vlogs of some very inspirational people, so I have something to live up to for when I start filming and editing. I'm looking forward to finishing college so this can be something I can focus on over Summer, as well as lot's of other exciting stuff!
I've also finally been invited to Buxton for my 'expirience day', which I was beginning to worry about as I had my interview during January and didn't hear from them until just the other week. This is something I'm really excited about as I haven't really had a chance to be enthusiastic about my current course, because it's opened my eyes to the industry of photography. Although it appeals to some people, it doesn't appeal to me. Working with children is something I've aspired to do for a while, yet I was so unsure whether I'd be good at it or not so I've juggled about with my career options quite a bit over the years. I was even about to sign up for the army before I met Tom! But, more on this in one of my next posts...
I'm very much looking forward to this Summer too, as I seem to be in a much better place. Those who are close to me will know that this time last year I was going through an extremely bad place. My health was deteriorating and I looked like a completely different person. But with the right help I got out of it and I now, as Dad says, 'look almost human' again! In July I am expecting to go on my first holiday,without my parents, with Tom! This is a big step as I've mentioned, my anxiety is at it's worst in airports and train stations. I'll also be seeing some more of Tom's family and hopefully doing loads of different cool things which I will be documenting on here!
Emotionally, things have been a bit rocky as it's getting to a certain time of year which brings back particularly painful memories. I've taken action recently though, as these outbursts have taken effect on the people I hold close to me. I've purchased some relaxing beauty products, some video games which involve lots of fighting and stuff, so I can take my anger out on fictional characters rather than my family and boyfriend. I've also bought some art therapy coloring books (I'm gonna get so much shit for this haha) which takes my attention away from all the negatives and lets me focus on something.
I've been detoxing for around a month now and lost a few pounds. Not sure how many but I feel a lot lighter and have noticed my cheeks don't seem to be as chubby, my cheek bones are becoming more prominent. I need my bikini body ready for my holiday!
That's all I have to report really. I will hopefully get around to the posts I mentioned at the end of the Manifesting Monday piece. But I can't promise! As I have been quite busy and have lots and lots to get organised for next year.
However, I kind of am keeping to this promise and giving you guys a personal overview and chatty post about stuff that has happened over the month, because it's been pretty hectic and odd. There's been a lot of emotional issues which I am finally gaining control of again.
More recently I have been watching and reading blogs and vlogs of some very inspirational people, so I have something to live up to for when I start filming and editing. I'm looking forward to finishing college so this can be something I can focus on over Summer, as well as lot's of other exciting stuff!
I've also finally been invited to Buxton for my 'expirience day', which I was beginning to worry about as I had my interview during January and didn't hear from them until just the other week. This is something I'm really excited about as I haven't really had a chance to be enthusiastic about my current course, because it's opened my eyes to the industry of photography. Although it appeals to some people, it doesn't appeal to me. Working with children is something I've aspired to do for a while, yet I was so unsure whether I'd be good at it or not so I've juggled about with my career options quite a bit over the years. I was even about to sign up for the army before I met Tom! But, more on this in one of my next posts...
I'm very much looking forward to this Summer too, as I seem to be in a much better place. Those who are close to me will know that this time last year I was going through an extremely bad place. My health was deteriorating and I looked like a completely different person. But with the right help I got out of it and I now, as Dad says, 'look almost human' again! In July I am expecting to go on my first holiday,without my parents, with Tom! This is a big step as I've mentioned, my anxiety is at it's worst in airports and train stations. I'll also be seeing some more of Tom's family and hopefully doing loads of different cool things which I will be documenting on here!
Emotionally, things have been a bit rocky as it's getting to a certain time of year which brings back particularly painful memories. I've taken action recently though, as these outbursts have taken effect on the people I hold close to me. I've purchased some relaxing beauty products, some video games which involve lots of fighting and stuff, so I can take my anger out on fictional characters rather than my family and boyfriend. I've also bought some art therapy coloring books (I'm gonna get so much shit for this haha) which takes my attention away from all the negatives and lets me focus on something.
I've been detoxing for around a month now and lost a few pounds. Not sure how many but I feel a lot lighter and have noticed my cheeks don't seem to be as chubby, my cheek bones are becoming more prominent. I need my bikini body ready for my holiday!
That's all I have to report really. I will hopefully get around to the posts I mentioned at the end of the Manifesting Monday piece. But I can't promise! As I have been quite busy and have lots and lots to get organised for next year.
Hope you're all well!
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